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Sunday, 08 November 2009

  • Gamer Girls

    I consider myself a Gamer, regardless of how knowledgable I am compared to a guy.  I love video games.  I play Halo, Left 4 Dead, Games on my DS, etc.  I have played on all consoles, and played almost every type of game from RPG to shooting games.  Although I'm not a complete expert, I do my best to play as well as I can.  Mostly Halo 3 for now.  I'm an addict.  ^_^

    Now what I can't stand are some guys saying that girls can't possibly be gamers.  Like were not capable of play video games, or even becoming equally as good as a guy.  I'd like to say FUCK YOU!  ^_^  Althought I can't be tops on Halo 3, damnit I will try my harderst to be the best Halo 3 player I can be.  My boyfriend is an exceptional player and as long as I practice, and learn what he knows, than I can be that gamer you guys wish you were.  Don't think because I'm female I don't have the capability of getting better and possibly kicking your ass. 

    I'm quite knowledgable about games coming out, and what to expect.  I do read reviews with my bf and watch G4.  So don't doubt the future female gamers.  She might be the one that is a total beast and kicks your ass.  ^_^

  • I want to be that girl

    I want to be that girl that lingers in your mind and my image haunts your thoughts constantly and ignites a fire that is untamable

    I want to be that girl that makes you feel that nothing is wrong in the world when your with me, because I wash every negative thoughts away

    I want to be that girl that makes your world seem complete like a missing puzzle

    I want to be that girl you'll love unconditionally, and with no regrets will do anything to keep me happy as I would to you

    I want to be that girl you have passionate dreams of, and wake up and want nothing to do but to bring romance to my life

    I want to be that girl that always makes you smile, and be that shoulder you can cry on, because you trust showing me that you can cry regardleress if your a man

    I want to be that girl that is your world, your everything, the love of your love..your soul mate

    I want be that girl, but as much as I want to be that girl, that can never be.,,but always i will wish till eternity..I'm not just that girl..I'm not your girl.

     

    HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE THIS...just feeling creative...

    This started as a poem about my boyfriend..but that would be boring..so i ended up putting myself in the situation of a girl wanting a guy she can't have instead of wanting something from her bf.  That happened often in my life..so that shouldn't be a problem.  LOL.

Friday, 06 November 2009

  • You don't know me!

    The famous line we hear when we watch those talk shows like Mary when the young troubled teen girls walk to their seats, and yell those words at the crown of people boo-ing.  It's funny how we don't know them personally, but of course who better to know them than the mother that reveals who they are, and yes at that point, we know they are trouble teens.  However that's not the case for everyone.  Sometimes you really don't know them.  However whatever you learn is what you base your judgement by.

    I hate when people say not to judge.  EVERYONE JUDGES!  I'm pretty sure that my last blog caused people to immediately judge me.  That I'm a bitch or maybe I don't know what the hell I'm talking about.  Ok so I may have not been in a physically abusive relationship, but I was on the verge of getting in a mentally abusive relationship, and I immediately thought enough is enough.  Now I had lowe self esteem, I felt like I couldn't find anyone, but I do know I DON'T DESERVE TO BE TREATED LIKE THIS!!!  So before you tell me not to judge...maybe you shouldn't either...right?

    See yes i do judge, and I won't deny it.  Just because I am, it doesn't mean I'm rude about it.  Unless I am truly frustrated.  I like to clarify that with my last blog, I don't literally mean all women deserve it, but I'm so frustrated that some are capable of leaving.  Many said the positive words, and still they stay.  I even get more upset when kids are involved.  It's like WOMEN VICTIM THIS..WOMEN VICTIM THAT.  WTF!?!?!  What about the kids being the victim?  What about these women not thinking like overprotective mothers and saying "FUCK THIS..MY KID IS NUMBER ONE".  When your a mother..your kid is number one.  PERIOD! 

    So think I'm a bitch of thinking of the child...THAN I'M A BITCH! 

    Sometimes judigng is a good thing, and don't completely cross out judging.  It could help you.  When I hung out with my best friend Jenny a few years ago and she was about to drop me off.  Before she did I ran into a friend from highschool Chris.  I know this guy isn't the greatest guy, but I talked to him, just to say hi.  He had a friend with him.  I knew these guys are not to be trusted.  I don't know much, but I hear things, and I see how they are.  I can't help but feel thsi way.  So I did judge.  Well thank God I did, cause I was careful, but my friend Jenny didn't.  She let one of Chris's friend sit in the car with her, and what happened?  He stole 5 hundred dollars from her purse when she didnt' pay attention. 

    So it's ok to judge, but not to a point where your not open to learn who the person is.  I do learn who a person is even after I have these judgements in my thoughts. 

Wednesday, 04 November 2009

  • Hit her once shame on him hit her twice shame on her

    I go on Tyrashow.com and there is a chat for all members.  While I was chatting I ran into this chatter who was talking about how she has been beaten by her boyfriend, she is 20 and they have two children who are still very young.

    I WAS FURIOUS!!!!  Not at him for beating her, at her for letting him!!  I understand it's the man's fault for beating a woman, but for God sakes shouldn't it be the womans fault for staying?  She is old enough to know better, and no one can make you feel that way except yourself!  Her excuse for not leaving is she has low self esteem, mentioning that maybe when she gets it up she can leave or realize she can get a better man.  I was frustrated I told her she is stupid for staying in a relationship where she is RISKING her two children to possibly be abuse and live that kind of lifestyle! 

    I told her to stop thinking of herself or being able to find another man, but to think of her children and their future of living a better life.  At this point to motivate herself to leave for her sake, is not going to happened, so I had to mention her kids.  I questioned her being a good mother based on how she is not leaving based on her children.  I was brutally honest, and told her to screw her self esteem and think about her children.  I didn't care about her emotinal damage, cause it already happened.  I was concerned with her children.  Nothing I can say to help her esteem, but her children is the only thing that can give her the strength to leave.

    Thing is men are pieces of shit for beating women in the first place, but women are idiots for sticking with men they know in there heart aren't good men to begin with.  Love is not getting beaten up by your bf or husband than him making it up to you later.  Love is him not doing it at all.  So if your a female and you are seriously getting hurt by your bf/husband.  YOU NEED TO STOP THIS PITY BULLSHIT!  You get hit once and you dont' deserve it, get hit twice, your asking for it.  I may sound cruel, but I'm saying what some people feel.  You are only a victim if you let youself become a victim, and no amount of positive reenforcement can get me to change there minds.  Except point out..that they are doing this to themselves, and they can change it. 

    P.S. for women who seriously have no where to go..that's what women shelters are for..for women who come from other countries that's understandable. 

Tuesday, 03 November 2009

  • Kanye Sucks

    So I'm sure there are still fans out there, and it's either they encourage his stupidity, or just dont' really care about hte stupid things he does.  Either way I dont' really care.  I just personally dont' like him as an artist or a person.  I think his an ignorant boy who has a lot of growing up to do mentally. 

    First of this man seriously needs a reality check.  He is not the shit, and he is not as talented of a rapper is people depict him to be.  He has catchy choruses, but have you ever listen to his rap?  It doesn't make sense.  Here is an example.  The song Make Her Say, when Kanye raps, it starts ok, but as it goes on..you wonder what the fuck it has to do with the song. 

    Hold up, born in 88
    How old is that? Old enough
    I got seniority with the sorority
    So, that explain why I love college
    Gettin’ brain in the library cause I love knowledge
    When you use your Medulla Oblongata
    And give me scoliosis until I comatoses
    And do it while I sleep yeah a little osmosis
    And that’s my commitment you ain’t gotta ask Moses
    More champagne more toast’es
    More damn planes, more coast’es
    And f*** a bus, the Benz is parked like Rosa

    According to my boyfriend there are others that dont' make sense, but I don't listen to Kanye so I wouldn't know.  I just knew that.

    Besides that he suppousedly doesn't drink alcohol, but before VMA's there were pictures of him drinking and that could explain the stupid outburst he had about Taylor Swift.  Great talk make a 17 year old girl feel like shit on one of the happiest day of her life you douchebag!  He seriously just needs a reality check and become more sensitive to peoples feelings, if that's even possible.  All he does is open his mouth and garbage comes out like word vomit.  I think he needs to swallow it! 

    I'm not hating on Kanye, becauwse everything I pointed out about him is true, and I'm not sayin things like he looks like a squirrel with nuts in his mouth.  I point out truth.  However maybe if he did have nuts in his mouth..he'd shut up and think for a change.

     

     

     

     

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